I heldd out, a lil;

Welll, it's been awhile since I've actually updated my blog. & I thought about & I update & re-do my blog once a month. Hopefully I get more posts in this month, & not late night posts this month. Those late night posts have been KILLING me, blogging @ 1, 2, 3, 4 in the morning; focking psychotic.
Uhm, so the theme of December is basically Graffiti; uhm, what the title means.

"Mined Conphettee"

sound it out.

  mined [ mind ]

conphettee [confetti ]

what it means:

Well the word "mind", your brain. & confetti, messy shit that gets everywhere when it's let loose. So like when I have all the good stuffn'shit on my mind, I turn to my blog & confetti it up & let loose. Ya know. I don't know how to explain it anymore than that so, if you don't understand then you do the math and get the shit yourself. :]

Now that I've gotten that out the way. Uhmm, wellllll in a day it's going to be December! :] Which is indeed one of my favorrrrite months ever. But, this December has given my a really if-y/EH mood-feeling. Why?, you ask..lol. Well really I think it's because this would be the very first December in my life without snow, I've cried @ the thought of this, seriously; I mean I've have had Christmases without snow, but not like a year or at that a month. :\ I'm a Michigan baby by heart, & two years in Illinois isn't much different; I'm used to the cool, yet still summery summers, the raking tons of leaves off the ground into one huge pile then jumping in it [which is pointless, but a joy of life], I'm freakinn used to the snowy, blizzards, Snow Days & No School winters, Christmases & New Years & then the rainy, perfect breezes and revealing of the grass springs! Okay, okay..I am probably being a little dramatic, so I'm homesick; SHOOTME, [rollingofeyes].

So I've been thinking about going home [Michigan] for Christmas break & whatnot, since we have like 3weeks or so for the break. & that's in like 3weeks until the break starts. =\  But like I said, I've been *thinking* & welll, it's something in my spirit that's just not that "whoop-dee-doo!" fer Michigan. I mean I'm homesick & all but... here's the deal: I don't even care about my blood family up there, like it's just a flatout FuckYou to every single one of 'em. & well, the people I claim, I think they're jut about tired of me; well... I would be if I was them & plus...it's just basically an awkward situation waiting to happen, well not really. Welp, I'm not shure. But wtfev.

Hmm, I'm gonna have to stop flatironing my hair, it's starting to break off =\ MoSDef. NOTAGOODlook or thing.

So, I saw these shoes; & I think they're pretty cute;

So, these are apparently Converse Chuck Taylors, no off-brand type crap. I like Chucks, they're cute, but in one word they're classic. Uhmm, would I wear these? hmmm, okay well to start; I don't really like the White Cheetah, or whatever print the white & black ones is; I'm not a big fan of those; SO, those are scratched off the list. Erhhm, out of all 3, I would take the giraffe print ones; they are uber cute to me fer some reason, I probably wouldn't like wear them wearthem, but they are some good for a collection; a once-in-a-while-thrown-on-with-something-cute-for-the-trip-to-the-mall....or movies, hmmm, or Six Flags; I could see myself walking around Six Flags in those looking cute...lol. But I like 'em.

So, I just Google'd [smile] the Hello Kitty G Shock that I saw in like early November; but it was a Baby G & this popped up when I was Googlin':

I would wear the fucking shit out this thing! [orgasmgrunt]UGHH! I loveee it; I, myself, is a Hello Kitty fan, along with just about 20million other girls in the world. & I have also became addicted-slash- a really big fan of G Shocks! but uhmmm, here's the Baby G, I first saw. I'm not & never really have been a big fan of Baby G's buttt, for Hello Kitty, I'd change some ways.

They're cute & all. Actually, I kinda love'em. But they're running 495dollarsscrillacashyougmulahbaby. & uhhm, I kinda don't have 500$ to blow.....on a watch. Nahw dahwgg, not me; not now & uhh, maybe later on in my life, but shit there's way better things to do with 5hunnitdollas; just my opinion. Hello Kitty is still LOVE! =]

Okay, so I know that New Balances probably not "in" or considered "cool" to some people, but shit; fuckthat. I would wear these, a good look to me. =]

I like 'em.

Well, my mommy gets paid Tuesday & well, I wanna go shopping =]

I saw some stuff in HT, then it's some jeans, like 2 sweaters, a cardigan & a shirt that I saw in Wet Seal; I didn't look in Chalotte Russe. I want some shoes, I was thinking about getting some Chucks, but I saw these Adidas that were kinda cute; it wasn't shit in Finsh Line. & I might get these two G Shocks I want; a pink one & navy one. =] But I do want another pair or two of Uggs, hmph; Idk. I don't wanna get my hopes up, because it seems like when I do..everything just goes underwater, it never fails. & I need some new sunglasses..yes, in the wintertime & I need some undergarment & boobholders from Victoria's Secret--those are mandatory. But, eh, we'll see.

Remember: Smileeee, you never know who's watching. :]

I'm out like the 80's kids, bbl.

=]

-Serm.

Vivrant Thing <3

Alrighhh, so; continuation from yesterday..
November, favorite month, basically.

So, I really want to do something with my life,
let go of some things,
move on,
succeed in SOMETHING.
& like it's starting to get really really annoying, my everyday life.
I hate it, I'm far from satisfied.
--Completely Unsatisfied.

I'll stop there.
I think I know what's wrong with me.. =\
ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, ohno.

For THAT NIGGA Kenny Boffmann.

Sooooo, in order for him to send me a gift on Farmville; I had to make him smile.
....lmao, all for a gift on Farmville; whattuhh looser I am.

So, I'm hoping that playing 18 by DCM is helping, because I don't know him like that..
lmaoo.
But uhmm, what I do know about him is that he's pretty keewwwel.  He is funny, he makes me laugh.
stuff like this: ahahah ;

& uhmmmmmmmm...

HE THAT NIGGA.

AHAHA, ily Kenneth P. Boffman.

:]

-Sermm.

Soooo, it's beeen fer-flipping-ever since I've updated this thing.
Hmm, where do I start.
Well let me start with the last two weeks of October.
Hmph;

OCTOBER.

 Okay, so the last two weeks I didn't blogn'whatnot. Uhmm, I had homecoming; oh & btw. I don't know if I blogge this or not but for our homecoming game we lost....bad, like 47-7, rivalry team too. We suck, exactly why I have no school spirit whatsoever. But anywho, Homecoming; I was supposed to go with this guy Justin [ughh, these J's...smh, ew.] Anyways, he asked me to homecoming I said "Yes" I mean I liked the guy & everything. But then I switched lanes & went into a crash course. So that Friday (Homecoming was that Saturday) my mom gave me the choice of going to the hairdresser & getting my hair done [LIKE I SHOULD'VE DONE] but, like I had thought that if I wore my hair curly a.k.a AU NATURAL ;

BUT WHEN I WASHED MY HAIR & DID ALL THAT SHIT SATURDAY.....

it was a total fucking wreck, like it was just all bad. So I had to do my hair from scratch & that, my dear, is not easy @ alllll. 

That process includes all of 

-Washing

-Blowdrying, & I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE A FREAKIN BLOWDRYER. I had to do it the ghetto ass way & that's; get a towel & ringg the shit out my hair until it's nearly dry, then go over it with ceramics. 

THENNN..

-Flatiron it. 

-Flatiron it....again.

-Give up, if it's decent enough.

So I had to do all that shit, but it turned out good; besides the fact that I was an hour & 25 minutes late. & While I was getting ready I was ignoring calls & all of that. & so Justin called me like a million times--I answered 0. & then this girl Samaria called me & I answered [fuckup] & she was like "Justin's just wondering if your still coming to the dance.." 

& I'm all like, "Yeahh, I'll be there in a minute..."-click-. So, I'm in a rush, putting on clothes, make-up & accesories & shit. But I turned out looking gooood, shall I say myself..

SELF TIMER WAS MY FRIEND THAT NIGHT.

 

First- Me & Nia, my play sister! Second- Samaria, I look :\

I loveeeee this one. So much, Nia & Tilly<3.

 

 

a lil flashyy, ahah. :]

 

& the self timer begins. :]

I loveee this one. :]

 

;]

  

Lol, I kinda forgot what my under attire was. :\

Cute picture tho. :]

SO, so I took no pictures with my "date" & uhm, he told like 8 people that I stood him up. When I didn't I was just late & when I got there he already had another girl on his arm & dancing with him, so I was like fugggitthen. After homecoming I went to past tense's hotel room fer like 25 minutes then I left. I'm so through with him... But yeah, that was basically my Octoberr. :]

Okay, soooo.. It's November now. We've completed our first week in November. & I'm soooo happy, like no one understands. I love the season sooooo much. Like so many peoples favorite season is Summer, because of all the freee time & nice weather & whatnot. But not me, & my birthday IS IN THE SUMMER. But it's something about  the Fall that gets me. I love it. But I feel I've talked too much.

Bee Back Tomorrow Babies.