Finally! Flippin' August Is Over.

phew!

It seems as if I've been living in the month of August for 31 years & not days; it went by sooooooooo flippin' slow! UGHH, it's just been terrible. Well, it hasn't been that bad. School is school. I've made some new great friends: Lexeh & Mary Anne. They say I act too white to be black, & I don't know how to respond to that.... Like am I supposed to be offended, am I supposed to say Thank You? Like is it a bad or good thing? I'm terribly confused. EHWELL.

So, I just lied to Anthony about dropping my phone, because I just simply felt like hanging up on him.

& I just went on like a webcam picture frenzyyyy.

I had to burppppp. (I really burp'd)

 

This was a Toot Toot & a burpp, I'm suchhaaa friggin lady. :)

Even if you don't like me, I bet you fall in love with my ride. ;)

My mom just walked in my room, saying: "Geeez, you take real provocative pictures!"
WHO TOLD HER TO SPY ON ME?!?! It's not like I was gonna put it on the webbbbbb.
But since she was spying on me; here it goess.

 

Sexxxxay. xD

quadroooople c[x

Ahaahahah, "Quadrooooople X" :)

I guess I just feel beautiful today;

• I walked the halls like, [heels clicking sound] FIERCENESS!
• I smiled ALL DAY. Like ALL DAY! :)
• I've took like a miiiiiilllliiiionnnnnnn pictures on Cherry & Cammy.
• & Idk, I've just been so chipppper today.

I didn't go to sleep until TWO! I was on the phone with Frank & Abigail, lmaoo.
"I Think I Love Huhhh!" LMAO, terrrrrible.
Had me dyinnnnnnnggggg laughing. OMGahdddddd, just terrible. Thenn, my favorite show came on. NOW THAT, is just a shame, just like shake your head into a coma type terrible. Loll, seriously.
But uhhh, I've recently become OBSESSED with Trey Songz & everything about him.‹3 
I was just looking through my 'Older Posts' & I had said Trey Songz was mine... So technically, he's been mines, since like 3 weeks ago. :)
Ahaa.
Low-key, I think I'm actually starting to like....Alabama.
It's mos.def growing on me & I can't help it.
I just realized, I've finally found my dreams, & it just feels soooo great you have no clue. I was just so lost & confused on my life, I found one, I FOUND ONE. & it like brings me to tears; I've found one of my dreams. :)
I'm proud, so proud.
So, I took this picture like.....I think Friday & I just look so flippinnn' silicone. It's terriblee.

 

Well, I think I look silicone.

Idk, maybe it's just me.

But, hmmmm; don't you hate when people try to criticize you for the way YOU live YOUR life? 

[chuckle;]

i must leave on that note,

gonefernow

V.

-Shanny's Out.

SNATCHHH!

Soooooo, I'mat school. Just sittin in the library, in psycology class & whatnot. We're suuuuppposed to be working on this project that's due on uhhh... [grabs paper] September 22nd. We have to make "the Perfect School", the perfect school is NO school; what kinda gay shit? But inaywhoo, idk what I'm doing tonight but I'm not stayin in "da cribbbb" [rat moment, sorry]. My school library is so gay, to where they buy iMacs & delete the fuckin photobooth off......TF?!gayyyyyy. Maybe I should stop saying that, it really is offensive to the homosexuals, & I love my homo's, no homo...
....lol, I never really understood; well, yeah I did. But like, who was the first person to say "no homo"....
HM.
But back to the basics, I want to go to the mooooo-vays to see Halloween or the Final Destination....but Halloween loooookk SUPERRRRR good. But FD is in 3D....dipp shit.
I wanna see it, maybe I'll see both...
I need a guy tho.
Uhp, bell just ranggggg.
VEE, fernoww.

Feeling Up His Girl, Like He's Never Felt a Figure Before..

Hiding Smiles of a Million Watts.

Sometimes I could be so creative, what's so weird about it though is....that it's mostly on Sundays..? Like wtheck, I think it's because during the week I'm compressed with the stress of tests & studying & work, & Sundays has always been the day of the week that I rest & build my stamina, take bubble baths, ya'know relax. Sometimes I write & sing. You know what, I'm really blessed. & I hate to admit to it but I take my gratitude for granted. I really do. Do you ever try to think about how blessed you are? Do ever think about if you've done anything to to pay God back? I do, & sometimes I feel guilty. Because I know that I could do SO MUCH more to prove to God that I appreciate all that he's done for me, that I'm so willing to do anything to be more like him. I would be lying if I said I try because I do but I don't.

This all has to do with the name of the blog now. "It's Sunflower Season.".

 

I don't know if you noticed, you don't pay attention, or I'm just a sunflower freak; When sunflowers grow in a healthy way, they grow to be Beautiful, Easily-Noticed, Strong, & Worth Alot. & well, I feel like it's truly time for me to change & grow into the proper young lady that's going to get me where I dream to be, because really; it's not gonna matter what I wore or how my hair looked, who I've hooked up with (well, that might matter), WHAT I'M SAYING IS: my future really needs to start counting. I have two more years of high school education, & I for sure have plentyyyyyy of things to learn & do & experience still. But I just feel I need to get started on my future, & like forreal start acting like a young lady. I guess, "Mature Mentally".

Yeah, that's what I'm saying.

I feel I should start hindering my trust in people. See what people don't understand is when someone trust you, you could just simply shuttup. Right? Or am I just gabbingg. I think not.

I was about to say some more stuff, but I'm feeeeling so UGH, I think I'm sick. :\ That's always goooood, huh? Not really, so;

Shanny's Vee, fernow.

When's the Last Time YOU Pee'd In the Bed.

Lmao @the title. But uhh, today was cooool. I thought I was gonna die of straight up depression, but I went to the mall with thy madre- pronounce it med-dreh. :) She/I got a purse to go with these marvelous heels we have, lol. But we didn't get anything, I gotta wait for something.. Idk, I wasn't listening to her.
But I put in an appliction, I'm trying to not give up & make Mission: Mulahh' a dummy mission; but it's not looking like a sunny forecast. I'm not even motivated anymore, yes I'm a little discouraged.
I'll keep praying tho, that ALWAYS helps.
Promise.
But I started my second blog yesterday, but I'm not sure if I want to continue it on.
I'm still fighting with my self about the other one I wanna start.
Semi-tired so....

Shanny's Out,foo.

Past Irritation With My Addiction.

So, it's blunt & obvious that I'm addicted to Facebook. (Shame On Shanece, righh?). But the freakin cable company has decided to focking work on the focking cable connection in my area. YEH, had to be MY area, bullcrappo-MAJOR. So I'm stuck with this crappy ass Wi-Fi, that I truly appreciate right about now & that I neeeeeeed to stop over-looking & taking for granted. Gosh, sometimes I wish I stayed like right next to a Barnes & Nobles or a hotel or some place where the Wi-Fi is stronggg.
But whatevvvvvv, so as you know; School is IN. & as of now I have 170(one-seh-in-tee) more days of EDUCATION. I went to the first football game of the season yesterday, it was more of a scrimmage tho. THIS game was alsoooo MY first game of Northview High School, the school that I started to attend in February. & at first I DID NOT like this school, like at all. Like, it was just HELL, & I did not want to be there & I was basically on suicide watch....not really but, I didn't like the school to the extreme. Truthfully, I think it was because I didn't know anyone & I only had like Gigi & Alia; that's where Facebook stepped in & I started adding all these random ass people that I heard stories about, knew who suck who's dick, know who had sex with whom; & yet they were ALL my bestfriend Jazzmyn friends, horrible huh? & I met Anthony. I think I met him by mistake...
So, how I met Anthony was just totally...off. So the scenario is: Jazzmyn wanted to sing karaoke on the phone & I guess Anthony just really DID-NOT want to hear it, lol. So like she called me & I think it was all a three-way at first, until she started singing, lmao. But yeahh, & then like he messaged me or I messaged him on Facebook or something like that, EITHER WAY their was a message somewhere in there and a phonecall was made....& ever since then I had been friends with my (his OTHER middle name, lol; -Richardd, lmao). Yeahhh, until now tho; I haven't talked to him in a goooood month. I deleted him off my friends list on purpose this time, because he was just there, like; pointless on my friendlist. But uhh, yeah; he's coo. I'll always love my K-Baby; WHY? Idk, smh. But he's like my low-key diary.
But uhh, DANGGGGG I got sidetrackeddd likee something ridicuoussssss! Lol, sorry about that.
BUT ANYWHOO,
BACK TO WHAT SHANECE'S WAS SAYING!:
but Anthony was not the only benefit I got from adding random people; the others are: Abagail, the best (SERENDIPITY) ever, I promise. & there's Von Denire, he's okay on the food delivery tip, lol. :) Then there's ROGER! My best, best, best, best, best, best, best-guy-friend EVER.
Like, I love him, I could tell him anything. Facebook brought along Brett & Kris, Alyse, Courtney, My'Kael, Mariah - my homeeeeeee skilllet :)..; HELL just about everybody that goes to friggin Harrison. But, anywayssss; GOSH, I keep getting sidetrackededdd. GAHHH. But where I'm going with this is..that my lack of life & friends (because I had just moved to this place) & my being so conservative, quiet & introvert-like, & NOT BEING ME(which is totallllyyy NOT me.) hindered me from making new friends. But nowww, I have new friends & I'm happy. Facebook people just weren't cutting it. But where I was really headed was that, that game opened up the real me & NOW, I am ready to be myself again. & I'm ready to do new things & have fun like no other. I'm not letting ANYTHING hinder me this year or next year. That's fa'sho.
But uhh, I definately got some school spirit out the game too; we won 21-0 ; DIPP SHIT, huhhhhh?! Yeahhh, we beastssss.
:)
Loll, but uhhh. Yeah.
I'm about to startt on my other two blogs I had been thinking about starting, & now the thought is oh-fish-o. So, yeah.
Holla at me, behbe.

Shanny's Out.

V.

I'm out by 12.

For'shure.

Alrighh, so this is gonnnaaa be a really quick blog. I've just been thinking about some things, some more than others. Yehhh. Uhmm, well I've just had this feeling, that I need to let something go. Like this thing is holding me back, but it's something keeping me from walkig away. But today, yes, today; this something just put it out that it's jut not worth dealing with anymore. So what do I do you ask? I walk away, simple. Let it go, why walk in place when I can run all over the field.

My appearance just sidetracted the crap outta me, I look ridicc; fresh out the shower blogging.

Shame, smh. Since when did blogging become more important than underwear & pj's?

speaking of!

Sinceee whennnnnnn[!] did blogging become soo friggin popular, sheezzz-us! Like, I know alotta people with blogs, who shouldn't have them; Like, where's the originality folks? I got the idea of a personal blog from the complaint of a facebook friend about how my status's are too long.

Hmph. But also speaking of blogsssss, I'm thinking about starting two more blogs.. I'm for sure about one of them, but I'm still "EH." about the other.

I should really retire right about now, sooo....

Shanny's Out.

V.

But, I really should retire right about now

California Dreaming, Low-Time Scheminnnn; Nothing New.

So the deeeeeeal-e-oh is...

I found my phone, dippp shit huh?!

Soooooo, I was talking to my mom.

DIPPP SHITTT, HUH?!

That's like a once in a lifetime type thing. She was talking about how I need to open my mouth more...(Ew, that sounds SO gross.) Lol.

But WHAT SHE WAS SAYING IS:

If I want something ask for it, if something needs to be known tell it.

I'll start asking. All she had to do was say the word.

:)
But, for some reason. I've been thinking about gettin me a mate. Like a boyfriend. It's not that I'm lonely or whatever. It's just I don't know.
I'll talk about it some other time, when I'm more sure.
But, it took me like 5 hours to do this blog.
Idk why tho.
But, I'm thinking about starting, I think, two more blogs.
Hmm, we'll see.
Until next time.

Shanny's Out.
V.

But, she still has my piano.

:| <-- GRRface.

Sooooo, It's Like That Ya'll & That's the Way It Is Bay-b.

So, this shit right hereee.
:)
Alright, so you know how I said,
"Things could be worse", things kinda did get worse. I lost my phone last week. :( But, hopefully I find it. I pray to God, I find it. There's no recent activity on it, so nobody has used it..or gotten a charger for it, it kinda died before I lost it....
Hmmph, I just pray I get a phone. SOON.
Hmm, I'm sorry I could do this blog thoroughly.
Homework & all that crap can wear someone down.
:\
Nitee, checkin in tomorrow.

I reallllllly messed up in the past life? Huh.

here is the church & here is the steeple. we sure are cute for two ugly people.
LIFE SUCKS.
maybe it's just mine.
So, you know how I was like, "It could be worse, right?". Pick a wild card & guess what happened...
IT GOT WORSE.
Ughhhh.
I lost my phone.
:|
I hate people so much, gosh.
So many things were happening & I wass just so stressed out, trying to make OTHER people happy.

Oh Nooooooo. :) I Love Passion Pit, yo.

oh, oh, oh. how was i supposed to know that you were o-o-over me, i think it's time to go.

I realllllllly love that song right now. Like I've been singing it ALLLLL day, like not even playful singing, like my real singing voice. Another one of my hidden talents, BTW. :)
But uhhh, some info aboutt the shitty news I received the other day:
the fertility problem is because my ovaries aren't producing enough eggs, or something like that.
SO I'M BASICALLY GOING THROUGH THE CRAP, for no reason.
Pitiful, huh? Gosh.
But, there's still a chance that I can still have kids....if I keep taking the medicine.
ENOUGH, with the girl stuff tho, right?!
Gosh.
:\, I just felt like making that face.
Schooooool,has been...good? I guess. Boring, but goood. I guess, no problems. But nothing new, just OVERCROWDED with freakinnn freshmen, gahhddd. It's horrible.
Like, the lunch room, terrible, just a shameeee.
Life is goood, kinda right now.
I'm letting things go, & not caring.
& to tell the truth I couldn't care less. Like at all.
You know, it's mostly the things you think you can't live without, is the main thing holding you back from living.
Ya kno?
So, I'm just living life, alone. But content.
Happiness is all I need. :)
OH!

Hell.

So I went to the doctor yesterday.
& it wasn't just a you know a I-have-a-cold-visit to the doctor.
Turns out I have insomnia, which is a sleeping disorder.
& that there's a 78% possibility that I'm not gonna be able to have my own kids.
:|
Not that I was planning on having kids anytime soon.
But I kinda did hope if I ever got married, I would like to start a family.
Well, now I'm on three different types of antibiotics & I don't know the side effects yet.
I've cried for at 45 minutes.
But it could be worse right?
Right?!

Twenty-One Guns. <3

So, it's 3:17A.M. I have to wake up at 6:30 to go to school. Yeah, that bullshit. & today, well last night & yesterday.. well some previous time before this blog, I HAD AN EPIPHANY. I had a couple epiphanies. For some reason my FUTURE have been on my mind lately. Even though I have a good 518 days of high school to go through. I tend to worry about my future. Because I see in the world today some rich people & you know, some not-so-rich people & then just strugglin' people. & Like I most definitely don't want to be at the bottom, & my mind is made up that I'M NOT going to be at the bottom, at least Mid-High Class? Ahah. :$
I'm a new born 15 & I'm already tired of depending on my mom, & it's not that she won't get me what I want. It's not because money is the issue, money is not the issue. It's not because my mom doesn't like me (that I know of). But whatev, what I'm saying is.. I wanna be self-dependent. Well at least semi-self dependent.
Ehhh, I had a couple more epiphanies, but I'll share those sometimes later.

Oh, did I mention I got diagnosed with Insomnia today?

BLLDDDD, STICK'EM; AHT, AHT, AHT STICK'EM

the human beat boxx, got skillz.

SO,I'm thrilled with the eighties.
The MUSIC.
The FASHION.
Ugh, just pure paradiseeeeeeeeeeee.
:)
&the Fat Boys just made it more dope.

Why I love the eighties music:

• No autotunee, just sickkk, sickk rhymes.
  
• Dope beats, period.
• RUN DMC, FAT BOYS, WHODINI, UTFO, BIG DADDY KANE, KURTIS BLOW, LL COOL J, QUEEN LATIFA, SALT'N'PEPA!
  & the list goes on.

Myself, gettin m'uh thugthizzle on. :)

Rien à Regretter

you were always on my mind. ‹3
Red.
Blue.
Hard.
Bitch.
Perfect.
Spongebob.
Broken Trust.
The Perfect Finale.
The Perfect Goodbye.
The Perfect Little Friend.
The Perfect Amount of Trust.

Something, only myself, can understand. It's makes me tingle on the inside. :)

Poons? Peeners? GAGA? Oh My.

So, it's true. The girl is a h-word & I'm not talking about a whore.
Smh, shame.
So Gaga's a Guy Guy Prissy. Mmm, & I had faith.
Here's spoken words from the electro-pop artist:

"Its not something that I'm ashamed of, just isn't something that i go around telling everyone. Yes. I have both male and female genitalia, but i consider myself a female. Its just a little bit of a penis and really doesnt interfere much with my life. the reason I haven't talked about it is that its not a big deal to me. like come on. its not like we all go around talking about our vags. I think this is a great opportunity to make other multiple gendered people feel more comfortable with their bodies. I'm sexy, I'm hot. i have both a poon and a peener. big fucking deal."
- L8d Gaga <3>

Mm, mm, mm ; how many more of them needs to be exposed?

Codename: Uhh, the Arabian shit has hit the fan. LMAO.

Jae Lynn Gibbs.
- big sister, hoe, psychiatrist, girlllllfrannnn.(LMAO)

So babygirl right here is just about the shit. Gosh, I love her. My mom didn't promote me hanging out with her after she found out she was bi-sexual, but hey, I still hung out with "mahh babii"! Aha ; gosh. We have so many inside jokes, it's just horrible. "Aysiaaaaaaaaa lickedddd IT", lmfaoooo. & you kinda don't wanna be around us when we get to talkin about people & making fun of them & acting like them; it's just a terrible scene. Really is.
It kinda sucks that Kelsey had to be a bitch about everything, I can get along with my boyfriend ex's. Lolll! But whatever. You've helped me through alot & I just wanted to show how much I love you. & that I'll always be here for you baby. :)
& the baby too, E-squad can hold his own burdens.

Come & take a sh*% and urine on the toilet bowl bitchess.

the feds trynaa clip us, but we ain't e'in trippinn.

Hello world I'm checking in tonight, listenin to a lil classic Tremaine(Trey Songs). He couldn't get it, but he cute. Well now I'm listenin to I.M.K, InFamous Money Klan. Nice group,mos.def check 'em out. But uhh, this has to be a quick one or I'm gonna get yelled at by my mother, I have a hair appointment tomorrow at 7 in the freakinn morning! Ridiculous, huh? It's totally worth it tho. because the way my hair looks right about now is NOT kickin' it like Beckham(hoe'd myself). Lol. But inaywhoo, I redid my blog today & I find it extremelayy cute. All my pictures & shiett. Love it. But going nighty in a few. :) So, vee baby. Checking in later. MUAH, kiss of death. :$
- SHANNY'S out.

Stoopid Blogs Say WHADD?!

sum'tin, sum'tin, sum'tin; STACK THAT CHEESE. brotha, sista, cousin; STACK THAT CHEESE.
So as you can see by my incredibleeee list of folk over there (look to the left) I kinda love "Lady Gaga" & there are rumors going around that she's a

hermaphrodite!

lol, I didn't mean for it to be that big. It did it when I pasted the shits on the thing.
But inaywhoo; yes a hermaprodite!
You don't know what that means, do you? Do you even know how to pronounce it?
hur-maf-ruh-dahyt...
If that helped any. But I didn't know either until my good friend dictionary.com helped me out.
But it means, "an individual in which reproductive organs of both sexes are present.".
A wang & a coochay?! Sheesh, is there a such thing? So like can these people like literally F*&% themsleves? :\ But uhh, I don't believe it too much, the tabloids say pretty dumb things & come to randomly wild conclusions. So until she speaks out on how she's one or not. She's not in my book. & I can't wait to see her in concert this fall/winter. :)

Kick-off; & she has 1st place.

SHE'S THE Madre-Nator.

‹3 & :\

She's something. Something called Bittersweet.

My mom, mes madre, ma mere. She's something incredible, yet very destructible, to feelings & thoughts. Sometimes our relationship baffles me & makes me just so lost in spacee. But this is one person that I know would lay down their life for me. She has sacrificed so much for me, and I may not show it but I really do appreciate it ALL. I mean all of it. & I lovee her to death. Sometimes thing aren't smooth between us, but it all gets better.
God said, “Honour thy father and thy mother”- Exodus 20:12
There's no one like her, no one can do what she's done for me & no one compares to her.

-i love you Sheila Renna.

It's Almost Over.

I Wanna Be Where You Are, Oh. Anywhere You Are Oh-Ooh. ‹3

So, I'm planing on knocking out three blogs tonight, well this morning. I already have one done, and this would be the second. & My classic hip-hop gonna help me finish. :)


Lately, I've been having MAJOR sleeping problems. I have no clue what's the deal. I know it's not healthy, but I'm not gonna tell my Madre because all she's gonna do is blame it on the internet & the fact that I spend way too much time on it, which is indeed a true fact.
But, whatever, I have a doctors appointment tomorrow & I'll tell him about it and he'll just do something medical to help me before Monday.


Oh yeah, BTW; I start school on Monday. Like most kids are bummed that like school is starting & like I probably would be too if my summer hadn't been so suckass. But I'm pret-tay geeked about going back learning new thing, making new friends, just high school, making the moments that I will cherish someday. I think the only thing that's worth nagging about school this year is UNIFORMS, it's a dragggg. But I'm kinda okay with it now. Just a little, the thought still aggravates me, but since there's nothing I can do about it, I'm content.

But I have more plans for my blog and like two semi-big plans for my life. I have my missions ready to be knocked off the list. I'm just gonna need a lil self-motivation and support.

My Missions:

• Mission: Mulahh'- Semi- M.I.A, one application and interview down. I have another place I can put an app. in at I haven't done it yet tho. But I really pray and hope Cold Stone call me for that job. :)
• Mission: Swaggg- It's not what it sounds like. But here's what it means; I feel I need a lil bit more personality to make me..ME. Like make me different from most of the people I hang out with. I want to be known as Shanece, that different girl. Not different in like a weird way, different as in like when people see me they say "Yeeeeeah, thass Shanece, she's.....Shanece". Like I want them speechless at the pronunciation of my name. & this mission isn't yet in action, but it's soon to be.
• Mission: Scrapbookinggg- Ughh, this has been on my mission list since the summer after 5th grade! Shame, huh? But it was inspired by my old best friend Lindsey's mom Kathy. She scrapbook'd her ASS off! & it always turned out SO freaking beautiful. Like astonishing beautiful, like you wouldn't think anybody could be that creative. & like that's another reason why I want to do the whole scrapbooking gig, I want to bring out my creative side. Finding my creative side will ALSO help with my "Mission: Swagg". This mission would be in action if my Madre supported this whole creativity science of the world, but she doesn't, therefore she doesn't buy the supplies & I don't get the chance to scrapbook (that's where Mission: Mulah' kicks in too). So hopefully it all works out. :)
• Mission: Maturity- I kinda need to grow up, just a little bit tho. I appreciate my childishness. :)
• MISSION: '10- This mission, is kindaa friggin important. It's a mission my bestfriend Jazzmyn(you should kinda get used to seeing her name, she plays an important roll in this film) and I have come up with. The mission is to go to Californiaaaaaaaaaaaaa‹3. The plan is to go to California during the Summer of 2010('10), we'll both be sixteen, and we're just planning on making the best outta Summer 2010 :). Meanwhile, we're each supposed to be saving money; $, how did you think we were supposed to get from Michigan to Cali?! So we save 2$ every 10$ we recieve & 5$ every 20$ recieved. So yeahh, we're kinda gonna try our hardest to get it right, & not add this to the long list of DUMMY MISSIONS we have. Smmfh, shame. Lol.

& That Concludes My Missions. C:

IF YOU READ THIS FAR DOWN:
I thank you dearly, check in later.
One more blog for the night & I'm done.

Uhbb, jus a lil bit. Like 50 Cent...? :)

you don't have to worry, 'cause i'm cominnnn.

Alrighh, here's the dealio. I'm gonna do a blog about today then I'm gonna do one about my LIFE. Kay? K.

So,I went to an job interview today&it was soooo fun. Like,I thought it was gonna be all serious&stuff. But it wasn't. The interview was for a job at Cold Stone Creamery, one of my teen dream jobs BTW. I chose Cold Stone because my brother worked at one & it was a really just cheerful, ear-to-ear grin atmosphere, well atleast until my mom's wrath swept all of that away. But I loved it.

All of my Dream Teen Jobs:

• Cold Stone
• Barnes & Nobles

& I think that's it. Why those two places, I don't know? Well I do, Cold Stone because..I told you already and Barnes & Nobles because I love books and reading and all that other good stuff, OH! & they have GREAT brownies. :)
But that's kinda all that happened today, well after the interview me & my Madre went shoe & boob holder shopping. Sometimes I don't understand our relationship & now I'm old enough to know I shouldn't even try to face that mental challenge of trying to figure out. Love her tho, well atleast most of the time.

Some Shit I Wrote Like Twoo Days Agoo.

So, I'm like addicted to 16 & Pregnant.

I don't know why tho. Hmph, ehwell. This blog is not about 16 & Pregnant, and the topic Pregnancy is no where in the contract so, SKIP, like a game of Uno. :) - Which I am playing on Facebook right now, jus a lil FYI.
Yesterday was his birthday, I died just a little bit more inside.

But like, lately I've been feeling that I need to drop some "friends". Well acquaintances. I feel as if the people in my life is holding me so far back. Making me restricted from life- or summ like that.
The people I have called my friends are just not helping at all. My idea of a friend is somebody that builds you up, someone that listens, & just something you know worth being a friend I guess. It's hard to sum up a good friend in words.

the Second All Nighter of the Summer.

So if my summer was good one, you know there'd be more right?

Well, I must say the Summer of 2009 sucked MAJOR scrotum. Not even like the firm, healthy scrotum. It sucked like the old Hugh Hef, overload of viagra, cheap sex & suckage scrotum. Yeah, bad scrotum, huh?

I remember my first all-nighter of the summer like it was fah-reakin yesterday. One of THEE funnest days of my life. It was June 6, 2009. Why do I remember the date? I'm a real date person, if it was good, then I know the date. It was a Saturday (I had to look that part up). & Nothing, you know time-stopping great happened, but I had actually felt like a teenager. You know, not the type of teenager that sits behind a computer all day & just waste their time, you know?
But yeah, long story short, it was a GREAT night. I was still...shall I say, pure.

But anywhoo, the all-nighter of last night was nothing serious. It was constructed of being on the phone with multiple people until the sun came up. Redic. I guess it was full of "Exposing" & stuff like that. It was fun tho.

I have SO MANY different delimas going in my life, it really is just horrible. But it's kinda getting better, I can't even lie.
But, I could cover that in another post. But, I hope in the long run, it all paves out smoothly.

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