Hell.

So I went to the doctor yesterday.
& it wasn't just a you know a I-have-a-cold-visit to the doctor.
Turns out I have insomnia, which is a sleeping disorder.
& that there's a 78% possibility that I'm not gonna be able to have my own kids.
:|
Not that I was planning on having kids anytime soon.
But I kinda did hope if I ever got married, I would like to start a family.
Well, now I'm on three different types of antibiotics & I don't know the side effects yet.
I've cried for at 45 minutes.
But it could be worse right?
Right?!