Past Irritation With My Addiction.

So, it's blunt & obvious that I'm addicted to Facebook. (Shame On Shanece, righh?). But the freakin cable company has decided to focking work on the focking cable connection in my area. YEH, had to be MY area, bullcrappo-MAJOR. So I'm stuck with this crappy ass Wi-Fi, that I truly appreciate right about now & that I neeeeeeed to stop over-looking & taking for granted. Gosh, sometimes I wish I stayed like right next to a Barnes & Nobles or a hotel or some place where the Wi-Fi is stronggg.
But whatevvvvvv, so as you know; School is IN. & as of now I have 170(one-seh-in-tee) more days of EDUCATION. I went to the first football game of the season yesterday, it was more of a scrimmage tho. THIS game was alsoooo MY first game of Northview High School, the school that I started to attend in February. & at first I DID NOT like this school, like at all. Like, it was just HELL, & I did not want to be there & I was basically on suicide watch....not really but, I didn't like the school to the extreme. Truthfully, I think it was because I didn't know anyone & I only had like Gigi & Alia; that's where Facebook stepped in & I started adding all these random ass people that I heard stories about, knew who suck who's dick, know who had sex with whom; & yet they were ALL my bestfriend Jazzmyn friends, horrible huh? & I met Anthony. I think I met him by mistake...
So, how I met Anthony was just totally...off. So the scenario is: Jazzmyn wanted to sing karaoke on the phone & I guess Anthony just really DID-NOT want to hear it, lol. So like she called me & I think it was all a three-way at first, until she started singing, lmao. But yeahh, & then like he messaged me or I messaged him on Facebook or something like that, EITHER WAY their was a message somewhere in there and a phonecall was made....& ever since then I had been friends with my (his OTHER middle name, lol; -Richardd, lmao). Yeahhh, until now tho; I haven't talked to him in a goooood month. I deleted him off my friends list on purpose this time, because he was just there, like; pointless on my friendlist. But uhh, yeah; he's coo. I'll always love my K-Baby; WHY? Idk, smh. But he's like my low-key diary.
But uhh, DANGGGGG I got sidetrackeddd likee something ridicuoussssss! Lol, sorry about that.
BUT ANYWHOO,
BACK TO WHAT SHANECE'S WAS SAYING!:
but Anthony was not the only benefit I got from adding random people; the others are: Abagail, the best (SERENDIPITY) ever, I promise. & there's Von Denire, he's okay on the food delivery tip, lol. :) Then there's ROGER! My best, best, best, best, best, best, best-guy-friend EVER.
Like, I love him, I could tell him anything. Facebook brought along Brett & Kris, Alyse, Courtney, My'Kael, Mariah - my homeeeeeee skilllet :)..; HELL just about everybody that goes to friggin Harrison. But, anywayssss; GOSH, I keep getting sidetrackededdd. GAHHH. But where I'm going with this is..that my lack of life & friends (because I had just moved to this place) & my being so conservative, quiet & introvert-like, & NOT BEING ME(which is totallllyyy NOT me.) hindered me from making new friends. But nowww, I have new friends & I'm happy. Facebook people just weren't cutting it. But where I was really headed was that, that game opened up the real me & NOW, I am ready to be myself again. & I'm ready to do new things & have fun like no other. I'm not letting ANYTHING hinder me this year or next year. That's fa'sho.
But uhh, I definately got some school spirit out the game too; we won 21-0 ; DIPP SHIT, huhhhhh?! Yeahhh, we beastssss.
:)
Loll, but uhhh. Yeah.
I'm about to startt on my other two blogs I had been thinking about starting, & now the thought is oh-fish-o. So, yeah.
Holla at me, behbe.

Shanny's Out.

V.

Twenty-One Guns. <3

So, it's 3:17A.M. I have to wake up at 6:30 to go to school. Yeah, that bullshit. & today, well last night & yesterday.. well some previous time before this blog, I HAD AN EPIPHANY. I had a couple epiphanies. For some reason my FUTURE have been on my mind lately. Even though I have a good 518 days of high school to go through. I tend to worry about my future. Because I see in the world today some rich people & you know, some not-so-rich people & then just strugglin' people. & Like I most definitely don't want to be at the bottom, & my mind is made up that I'M NOT going to be at the bottom, at least Mid-High Class? Ahah. :$
I'm a new born 15 & I'm already tired of depending on my mom, & it's not that she won't get me what I want. It's not because money is the issue, money is not the issue. It's not because my mom doesn't like me (that I know of). But whatev, what I'm saying is.. I wanna be self-dependent. Well at least semi-self dependent.
Ehhh, I had a couple more epiphanies, but I'll share those sometimes later.

Oh, did I mention I got diagnosed with Insomnia today?

It's Almost Over.

I Wanna Be Where You Are, Oh. Anywhere You Are Oh-Ooh. ‹3

So, I'm planing on knocking out three blogs tonight, well this morning. I already have one done, and this would be the second. & My classic hip-hop gonna help me finish. :)


Lately, I've been having MAJOR sleeping problems. I have no clue what's the deal. I know it's not healthy, but I'm not gonna tell my Madre because all she's gonna do is blame it on the internet & the fact that I spend way too much time on it, which is indeed a true fact.
But, whatever, I have a doctors appointment tomorrow & I'll tell him about it and he'll just do something medical to help me before Monday.


Oh yeah, BTW; I start school on Monday. Like most kids are bummed that like school is starting & like I probably would be too if my summer hadn't been so suckass. But I'm pret-tay geeked about going back learning new thing, making new friends, just high school, making the moments that I will cherish someday. I think the only thing that's worth nagging about school this year is UNIFORMS, it's a dragggg. But I'm kinda okay with it now. Just a little, the thought still aggravates me, but since there's nothing I can do about it, I'm content.

But I have more plans for my blog and like two semi-big plans for my life. I have my missions ready to be knocked off the list. I'm just gonna need a lil self-motivation and support.

My Missions:

• Mission: Mulahh'- Semi- M.I.A, one application and interview down. I have another place I can put an app. in at I haven't done it yet tho. But I really pray and hope Cold Stone call me for that job. :)
• Mission: Swaggg- It's not what it sounds like. But here's what it means; I feel I need a lil bit more personality to make me..ME. Like make me different from most of the people I hang out with. I want to be known as Shanece, that different girl. Not different in like a weird way, different as in like when people see me they say "Yeeeeeah, thass Shanece, she's.....Shanece". Like I want them speechless at the pronunciation of my name. & this mission isn't yet in action, but it's soon to be.
• Mission: Scrapbookinggg- Ughh, this has been on my mission list since the summer after 5th grade! Shame, huh? But it was inspired by my old best friend Lindsey's mom Kathy. She scrapbook'd her ASS off! & it always turned out SO freaking beautiful. Like astonishing beautiful, like you wouldn't think anybody could be that creative. & like that's another reason why I want to do the whole scrapbooking gig, I want to bring out my creative side. Finding my creative side will ALSO help with my "Mission: Swagg". This mission would be in action if my Madre supported this whole creativity science of the world, but she doesn't, therefore she doesn't buy the supplies & I don't get the chance to scrapbook (that's where Mission: Mulah' kicks in too). So hopefully it all works out. :)
• Mission: Maturity- I kinda need to grow up, just a little bit tho. I appreciate my childishness. :)
• MISSION: '10- This mission, is kindaa friggin important. It's a mission my bestfriend Jazzmyn(you should kinda get used to seeing her name, she plays an important roll in this film) and I have come up with. The mission is to go to Californiaaaaaaaaaaaaa‹3. The plan is to go to California during the Summer of 2010('10), we'll both be sixteen, and we're just planning on making the best outta Summer 2010 :). Meanwhile, we're each supposed to be saving money; $, how did you think we were supposed to get from Michigan to Cali?! So we save 2$ every 10$ we recieve & 5$ every 20$ recieved. So yeahh, we're kinda gonna try our hardest to get it right, & not add this to the long list of DUMMY MISSIONS we have. Smmfh, shame. Lol.

& That Concludes My Missions. C:

IF YOU READ THIS FAR DOWN:
I thank you dearly, check in later.
One more blog for the night & I'm done.